It sure had been long time since I had written in this journal. So much had changed since I left a toxic relationship in 2013 that could had taken a turn for worse if I hadn't made up my mind. I often kick at myself for falling for a bad person, why did i do it? I often wondered if I hadn't met the ex, would I still be happy in New York? I think I'm just happy being in California...to be near my family, my local friends- old and new and my daily ASL Coffee Night.
I've grown lot with help of a therapist to maintain a almost normal life much as I can be due to having Asperger. Having a regular event on every Fridays helps me to stay in touch with bit of Deaf community and socialize with hearing people, also to build new friendships. (I'm terrible at talking with people in person tho!) Anyway, my therapist said I can get off therapy now and I've said I wanted to stay more and keep in contract with her on regular schedule times. I'm glad I'm much better in mind/body sense since I left NY 3 years ago.
Landlord had said there's possibility that I can obtain a pet rat again so I'm excited about saving up money from art commissions for pet stuff. He hadn't asked the complex about it yet but if they don't want have pet rats, I'll have to ask therapist to write paper and tell them that rats is my support pets because they help me stay focus and calm. So hopefully this gallery will soon be filled with rat pictures again!
Drawing- I've improved so much from last year's badges commissions, changing my style again but this time it feels more "me" style. I've always liked older animation films works of Burton's and Disney's so mine is bit mix of both! Here's link to my trade with Cadi of Wow Eh?! webcomic-
Hopefully I can obtain more badge orders before Oct! My Badge slot is on the site- badgebabes.com/artists/
and I'm called "Avaltor" on that site because it's my twitter name so it shall be keep used. (^_^)
"When life gives you lemons, make a lemonade out of them! Add bit of sugar, too!"
See you around!
-Starnob Aka Avaltor05 (via twitter)
Starnob's Commissions Information:
I can do Digital Avatars, Banners (with or without background) Digital sketches and full colored images!
Best works here : starnob.deviantart.com/gallery…
to get idea of what I can do.
All of this money will be going toward to my second trip to Blizzcon and to improve my drawing station/gaming computer! So it would be greeattt if I can get some fur art to do on side! Please PM me for Paypal link and details you want on your commissions!
Take grande at my Deviantart gallery to get idea of what I can do!starnob.deviantart.com/art/Com…